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''Not Blue Enough...'' by SillyTheWolf ''Not Blue Enough...'' by SillyTheWolf
Emma's eyes are not really blue, they are more like lightblue-grey. Like mine...

Du sade alltid hur vackra mina blåa ögon var, hur det liksom glittrade i dem, tätt därpå tillade du alltid:
Fast h*n har ju finare. De är liksom... Facebook-blåa~
Alltid med den där smått drömmande tonen.
"Jaha, men vad är mina då?"
"Ja, de är ju också fina... Men de är mer gråa än blåa."

Ingen, och jag menar INGEN gör narr av mitt stolta svenska anlag. Stolta svenska ögon är inte mörkblåa, de är ljusa, grå-blå.

Du visade en bild av henne. Hennes ögon var slående vackra. Och ansiktet sött och välsminkad. Ditt ex...
Du visade mig en fucking bild på ditt vackra ex... HUR FAN TROR DU JAG SKALL MÅ!??!??!?

Jag mådde illa och gick och lade mig, efter en snabb titt i spegeln. Ful. Ful. Ful.
Gråa, livlösa ögon, med tunga säckar under. Torr alligator-hy. (Har alltid haft problem med den, enda sedan jag var liten. Folk mobbade mig lite för detta... kallade mig krokodil... De vet inte vilket helvete jag har fått gå igenom för att få behålla ett hyfsat normalt ansikte.) Ful, äcklig...

Just not blue enough. Never enough. I'll never be...

Men vet du vad?
Jag var hos frisören idag och klippte bort alla slitna fula toppar. Mitt hår glänste och jag kände mig faktiskt rätt fin. Så fort jag kom hem satte jag mig för att borsta det.
Stolt, svenskt gyllen-blont hår. Långt och vågigt.
Jag satte på mina nya fina kläder och ställde mig i spegeln.
Vacker.
Vacker.
Vacker.
Stolt svensk medborgare.
Med gråa ögon.

Du och ditt fula ex kan dra och göra missbildade ungar, jag bryr mig inte om dig längre.

I'll NEVER be ashamed of my swedish grey eyes again. I'm proud of the swedish blood in my veins, my DNA that made my eyes grey.
Noone may ever make me feel bad about my birthplace again. Ever.

Blå-gult blod :heart:

(c) Me
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NightMagican Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Jeg kan lide det^^
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JayMutt Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2013   Digital Artist
ive always wanted to know someone with gray eyes, i think they're pretty :3
plus my eyes are more gray than blue, when they're not icy blue (they change at times) and maybe that can hint at my heritage i know nothing about xD
im curious, what's the term blue-yellow blood mean? i used google translate for this xD

your signature changed o.o

what if i told you something special, only my closest friends know, only for the purpose of you knowing it? something you can think of and feel better knowing it..
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SillyTheWolf Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
In sweden you sometimes say that you have blue-yellow blood, since the swedish flag is blue and yellow^^
It's not changed, I justuse that one when I'm lazy^^'
If you'd like to tell me, I'd like to know~
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JayMutt Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2013   Digital Artist
ah i see ^^

well heres a story
long ago, like back when you had the photo with the blue in your hair as your dA ID picture (and sometime before when you posted a lot of photos of you and friends being silly in the grass xD) and i hadnt been watching you long, i got a crush on you.. for a while i tried really hard just to be a friend, i commented on stuff a lot, and tried hard to be noticed xD but then it kinda faded a bit, or more developed into something different, kind of a love for you, different than typical love. i try so hard to make sure i leave supporting comments every time you need them, and i want to make you feel happy just because i really like you as an artist, and much much more as a person..
on that one poll you had, the "what am i to you" poll, i put crush even though its not quite the proper term anymore
i always kept that fact to myself, but for some reason ive decided to tell you, so that you can know that no matter how much some people hurt you, others out there can really love you..
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SillyTheWolf Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for telling me<3
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Sammy-Harlan Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2013  Student General Artist
Now obviously your art came out fantastical because... you're Schmemma-pants... :heart:

And HELL YEAH HERITAGE PRIDE!! :la: WOO GO EMMA!!! :D I've seen those pics of yourself; you have freaking awesome eyes :huggle:
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SillyTheWolf Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Pants :heart:
Fak yeah! :stare:
Thankchuu, I like 'em too :huggle:
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Sammy-Harlan Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2013  Student General Artist
Woooooooo!!!!!!!! :la:
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Skritnaja Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Du borde vara stolt, jag instämmer i att gråblå ögon är vackrare än de mörkaste blå:>
Tyvärr så har jag grågröna ögon och inte gråblåa ögonxD
Du ska inte behöva bry dig om någon som (vad det verkar som) mest tjatar om sitt ex, du är värd mer än så:>

Ledsen för komplett random kommentar med tanke på att jag tekniskt sett inte känner digXD men men:P
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SillyTheWolf Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Jag uppskattar det ändå, tack så mycket :heart:
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